The Mirror
yevsei liubitsky ( -1981)
identity lost
in life
let this be your
obituary
noting the awesome
irony of your name
liubitsky "brother to
the loved one"
though you mirrored
uncle joe ordering
millions to silence
of earth
you fated ukrainian
jew from vynnytsia
that sunny summer day
in '35
abducted by three men
in a black car
scarcely enough
time for brief goodbyes
with wife and children
left forever
your home becoming
a luxury villa
where barber
makeup artists
and tailor maintain
the subtle touches
of you as mask
your new life /
pacifying delegations
of miners and others of
playing chess
with strangers visiting
you
you becoming minotaur
to that paranoid
in monstrous
labyrinth
the homunculus
with yellow teeth
clacking
a hopeless georgian accent
bent on pogroms
a lonely redhaired
golem
of whom you later
spoke to someone
in dushanbe
"Believe me, I looked much more like Stalin
than Stalin looked like himself.
Look at the portrait. Everybody who sees
this famous picture believe it is one of Stalin.
Even the painter thought so. But it was I
who posed for it."
yes liubitsky
one has to be troubled
by inversion
in common myth
who really dead-rings for golem?
who is minotaur?
one must be haunted
by the real
where some are doomed
to dead-ring for tyrants
twin to the dreaded other
one liubitsky
that you were so possessed
by theatre troubles me
for you did once
nostalgically reveal
to someone
"My real pleasure was to visit the theatre.
People stood up and applauded,
not the actors, but me, Yevsei Liubitsky.
I mean Comrade Stalin, of course."
and of course liubitsky
knowing how men can tragically change
shameless in the entropy of intentions
one now must wonder
… who was it
sat beside khrushchev
that steppe night
while ukraine's greatest actor
played as traitor?
that night where uncle joe
nudged khrushchev
and whispered
"only a man who is
indeed
a traitor
could play it
so well
…you know what must be done
comrade"
was it you liubitsky
or simply one of
the twenty-four others
mirroring
the horror
of uncle joe who
couldn't trust
anyone let alone
himself?
The Ukrainian R.N.
suknatskyj's sister the fiery-tempered r.n.
if there's anything her thin body
cannot stand
it's an incompetent
doctor
or head nurse
by God
she will gather signatures yes!
she will draft
petitions
petitions
petitions
again and again
year in and year out
whenever necessary
and like her late mother used to say
by God
vona bude
kliuvaty
kliuvaty
kliuvaty
azh poky khtos pide
"she will
peck away
peck away
peck away
till that person leavees!"
well by God
the new head nurse one night
saw the perfect chance!
by God that head nurse
was gonna get her licks in
yes that fiery r.n.
was having major surgery!
and the simple truth was
by God
she had to convalesce somewhere
and the head nurse
knew the perfect recovery room
she had planned it all long ago
learning a few tricks from bergman
"ha! that last room in 9 east
where she rolls away the terminally ill
for the final days
that's where i'll have her placed
to come out of anesthetic"
well suknatskyj's fiery sister
opened her eyes
to suddenly wince
then rage
"God damn that bitch!
bloody old hag!"
and by God she rose
with the average difficulty
of one still partially anesthetized
and walked right outta that room
walked right past nurses
staring in amazement!
walked right past that head nurse
stunned beyond words
walked right past her doctor
and right to the public telephone
in the waiting room
and phoned a taxi!
and by God the next day
she was back with a petition
demanding the head nurse's removal
and by God
every nurse signed it!
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